So far gone, as if I were a vampire... My soul has been transformed by what I have done and what I have seen. Often I can't transit the distance back to the rest of the world. I don't want those close to know the creature I have become. But inside I know we are all slowly becoming what I am. To much has been pushed on all of us to fast we are know one to any one and every one to some one. We have lost who we are in this odd myth of goodness and morals. We live in a world that does not operate by the rules that we are told to live... Upon realization a break will happen inside us all. It is sad. Can we humans be truly good in a free- for-all. Or is this the beginning of the end. I blame it all on Churches for forcing this strange ethical umbrella on our culture that perhaps does not reflect our true nature leaving us lost in our selves pushing hidden desires out in the most violent and destructive way. Really who are we, what do we really believe? I fear nothing we are dust.